Anons, asking for prayers tonight

Ive been redpilled to an extent for some time but the past 4 years my life has been TURNED UPSIDE down and i feel like ive become manic depressive.

i have no direction, nothing seems to matter. id say im black pilled in some cases because ive always felt like an outsider. Always watched as everyone live din blissful ignorance. i lost all friends in my life so this movement has been most of my connection.

ive done what i can for the movement but i still feel useless. i pray daily for guidance but i feel like i hear nothing. i cant do this normie life i cant… theres no point. I feel like solomon in ecclesiastes…. EVERYTHING IS VANITY.

Anons sorry for the rant… im solomly asking for your prayers… for guidance for hope.

thank you and love you all…