You're not alone, anon
I actually do feel the winning. So many positive changes have happen. But only the ones who pay attention know it. But, days like today, with all these moves and counter moves and not knowing who to trust is extremely frustrating. We don't know what's good info or disinfo. We don't know who all the white hats are.
The FBI/DOJ are allowed to search Potus atty's office. That is beyond a red line for me. and it seems like Potus won't do anything about it. I don't care if he is frustrated. We all are. It's total BS what Mueller/Sessions are getting away with.
If this keeps up much longer, a whole lot of Patriots are going to become disillusioned.