I would really love to help more, to trust…
Who do you trust when all you have known is deception?
Some of us are under daily attack (Think Stasi++)
Discovering my Grandfather, a veteran of 3 known wars - was in Dealey Plaza the day JFK was killed - worked under LBJ (who called him Boy), and several other administrations.
Coming to the knowing that my in-laws are most certainly involved in some sort of Satanic Coven - subjected my wife to extreme abuse.
Learning that when I went to my (Very Christian family for help) they put a doll on the mantle with an upside down cross and other satanic tattoos all over it's body, as a joke. None listened.
Not even 1% of the story - sometimes it really does seem to border on magic.
I myself can't recall anything before I was 10, other than sensations of electrocution and sodomy.
I try to remember to pray for our patriots daily.
I still have to wake up and go to work daily in this hell.
I completely understand those who are discouraged.
My prayers are with you all -