I am alone and get no help. Today was / is a rough one anons. My favorite dog had to be put down without me because i am driving all night to cleveland clinic for 2 important appts for my mom which are urgent. Because of the virus we are behind 2 months.. I had to figure out how to get her in the van and make a bed platform. I am just a lady with no real experience hammering things together. It was hard and took me all week and i could not stop for my baby dog. She was my strength, my rock, my baby was fell sick last week and the vet hospital tried. She was 12 and was depressed and would not eat. Her kidneys were failing. I was expecting to have her until at least 14. I just needed to tell someone. I am a bit scared to try and get my mother to clevelan and back in 1 day. We want to avoid hotel rooms because of the virus. Wish me luck.