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no patience
no virtue
this makes me smile
It's worse than you can imagine.
On the other hand, it's also better than you let yourself think.
It's brutal for sure. But this anon is right >>9808249 go to some church (doesn't matter which) and they will help you out because you want to get back on your feet and not just sponge like a junkie. They respect that and will connect you locally. They have a network, so use it, because that's what it is for - Americans helping our fellows who want help.
I did it. You can, too.
When you get back on your feet, help someone who needs it like you did.
Reach out, a hand will be there to grab yours.