Oh sweet I have a vanadium field at my house that i thought was worthless!!
Keep your strength and faith despite your circumstances. It will turn around if you don't give into despair.
I was in a similar position four years ago, it still is hard some days - but worth sticking around because by doing so you will bring a little more light into this dark world.
God bless.
It's not so much about being optimistic, but choosing not to suffer any more. You brought all this unto yourself somehow, which sucks but is true. And yes a bullet will let you off the hook but if you wanted that you wouldn't be here looking for truth. And when you find it you will be free and that is where the light is. Sorry if this doesn't make sense but I will pray for you tonight.
Haha we all get we deserve, will pray for you anyway. Good luck being squished like the little worm you are.
yes only you have experienced these thoughts you whiny cunt.
you underestimate prayer and God at your own peril
Because it's a troll obviously