I hear you friend. Sending prayers your way. I was in that situation myself, and lost all hope for a while. The pandemic unemployment finally came through and saved my ass, two weeks before I would have been evicted.
If there is anything you can do to scrape by for now, maybe sell a few possessions on Ebay or Nextdoor or a garage sale, or contact some temp agencies, or look for remote work-from-home gigs, or ask any relatives if they could help cover some bills. I would even consider starting some kind of online thing where anons here could donate, but I don't know any method that would keep both parties anonymous. Having just gone through that hell myself, I'd be glad to help out a fellow struggling anon with $100, and I'm sure a dozen others would be also.