Why go now? We're soooo close to those first indictments! We're on the verge of a miracle, so hang in there. God put you here on this earth for a reason and it's up to Him when you should go. Let Him make that decision. We're here for you. Let us support you and help you through this.
We're here.
Every life lost diminishes us.
Institutions are made by humans. Humans are flawed and will at some point fail. Maybe instead of putting your faith in human institutions, it's better to have faith in God, who never fails.
You might want to review this video on the detrimental effects of mask wearing, easily verified by a simple oxymetry test.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQmGHf9xJEs
God never gives up on us. Ever. So if you think He doesn't care, it's because you're not looking hard enough. He doesn't always do things the way we think He should, but that doesn't mean He doesn't care for us. He suffered some pretty horrendous things just so we could spend eternity with Him. I think that is pretty significant. Psalm 139 says His thoughts of you outnumber the sand on the seashore.