>>9857531 LB Sometimes people really do believe the people they have worked alongside of for 3.5 years to the exclusion of everything else really are their friends. Silly of me. But you are all correct. I am truly a useless piece of shit. I guess the only one that didn’t see the fullness of that truth is me. The contrast of the half-mast American Flag In honor of the TRUE PATRIOTS in the pouring rain outside my window kicks that truth home for me.