You should listen… Take a look into the beginning of the universe (Tiamat-Nibiru), take a look in our solarsystem (in wich direction the planets are moving, in wich direction the asteroids behind the Mars), read the bible, take a look in "the lost books of Enki", listen to the greek mytology (read the philosophs(Sokratis, Deogenes, Schopenhauer, etc.)) Listen to the Kybalion, Nordic myths, learn the real meaning of words we are using on a daily basis, and on and on and on!