So.. National Geographic post my revelation that my family is full of cultists….. it appears the binders sides in particular give them messages. Why a family might keep these thigns updated yet keep them sealed cause they only read the sides/fronts? - It's worth noting that the last two my family has are "they are watching us more than we thought" and the one after that appeared to be about places they can escape to.

It's quite curious to me… and maybe I'll do an AB post about it - but…. to get serious, thank you Q for the help….and also…… Cam? Even him? I might have been in denial about a lot of things about my past…. but if by chance even he was part of it then I do need to know. I must be insane to ask that question. Even doubting him is a red line of red lines for me, but perhaps that's why "the world is not what you think it is" yea…. I agree, if he was in on it too then that's a perfect description of my entire existence.