All the stupid-ness of my life has been a performance, too, but I didn't know it. All my embarrassing failures and strange decisions that sent me off the beaten path and almost over a few cliffs. It was just preparation for this final battle. I have been obliviously playing a part, and I think I still am. Anons are God's instruments, something we all decided long ago, in a galaxy far far away. I think I was meant to play the fool until I'm not such a fool anymore.