if you give even the slightest shit about your mental health this should be the last place you should go
you think as a person with manic episodes and an obsessive need to find patterns in numbers that it had nothing to do with your attraction to this place? its full of people just like you and by feeding into eachothers delusions with these constant conspiracies you're just contributing to the decline of your mental health.
Most of these people are too far gone, as someone that still has the mental clarity to realize when they're having episodes it isn't too late for you and thats why I quoted you specifically. I just come here for the lols but to see a person thats genuinely grappling with mental health issues get sucked into this mess is depressing and you should genuinely consider stepping away from this and focusing on getting your head straight.
All I know is that you're the only person in this thread still with it enough to realize they aren't mentally well. Believe it or not I'm coming from an honest place of trying to stop someone who can still potentially be reached from losing themselves to mental illness and by obsessively looking for patterns and symbolism of the numbers in Qanon's post you're going to lose your mind. Ignore me if you want I'm just trying to warn you while you still have a chance of listening.
Mentally well people don't have manic episodes or are obsessed with numbers like that, maybe you're already too far gone like the rest and I'm just wasting my time but at least I tried.
If you think theres nothing wrong with having manic episodes and obsessing over numbers like you do then I clearly misinterpreted your mental clarity and theres nothing I can say to convince you to change.