You just haven't yet acclimated to the new reality of you being free from a master control program's narrative that up until recently has given you an excuse your entire life not to have to think for yourself.
This is what increasing individual freedom feels like in the mind after using it truly for the first time.
Whereas some who are freed will fight to protect those who kept them in the dark their entire lives, most will accept the pain and accept the responsibility.
I too was tired but I realized the reason I was tired was because subconsciously spending a lot of mental energy yearning for the psychological fix of just believing whatever fake news told me to think.
I wasted energy looking for more fake news opium to not have to think.
The plan needed years. Can you see why?
It needed years because WE needed the time to adjust into a new reality where truth is no longer perceived as coming from Fake News/Fake Academia/Fake Pedowood movies.
Truth is now at your fingertips.
You are in control over your own mind and what you look at and what you think.
That yearning you have to finally 'rest', to finally 'relax', is precisely what mathematician Igor Shafarevitch described in "The Socialist Phenomenon" as "The Death Drive", the drive to end the ceaseless Flux of life, which a Satanic cult of Communist pedophiles have only been too happy to provide you with.
https://archive.org/details/SocialistPhenomenon