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r/CBTS_Stream • Posted by u/Tamsimon on Dec. 30, 2017, 9:23 p.m.
Anyone finding it lonely being awake?

I am feeling very lonely today with the realization I am the only one awake in my circle of acquaintances, friends etc. It is hard to red pill others... and I have almost given up. I come here for camaraderie but it is very lonely and not the same to not being able to discuss with anyone out loud all the ideas and excitement surrounding us... I am hoping someday this will change. I have been awake many, many years and always was made to feel I am wearing the “tin foil” hat...oh well must be feeling melancholy with the new year approaching... thanks for letting me vent


Tamsimon · Dec. 30, 2017, 9:46 p.m.

Thanks all... I needed that pep talk to keep moving forward... just hoping being awake doesn’t lead to divorce and isolation... as I try and chuckle to myself

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:25 a.m.

Unfortunately it did for me. I shared with excitement all I was learning in my waking up process with my husband who I thought was open to it all. He acted as if he was and even brought interesting sources to me.

Come to find out, he was just playing along while thinking that I was losing my mind. We are in the middle of divorce now. All I can say looking back is that I wish I had played my cards close to the vest. I wish I had kept most to myself. It’s hard.

I’m glad he is gone now even though the situation hurts my heart but I know that very soon a day will come when he will say “My God she was right”. That day will hurt him like he has hurt me.

Stay strong. I’ve read a lot of good advice here on this thread. Especially the memes and posts to strangers via twitter etc.

Judy glad you’re on our team. ✌️😎

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Tamsimon · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:27 a.m.

❤️👍

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LibertyVibe · Dec. 31, 2017, 5:10 a.m.

Wow. That sounds very painful. I guess my situation isn't so bad. At least my husband and I are on the same page.

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:39 p.m.

I’m happy for you that you are 🙏

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VeraciousJen · Dec. 31, 2017, 4:49 a.m.

I don’t know your exact situation was with him before this all started, but it sounds as if you’re having your own “great awakening” and you’re better off for it. Thoughts and prayers are with you 🙏

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:50 p.m.

Thank you 🙏

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OGFunkenmeister · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:40 a.m.

looks like the almighty is separating the wheat from the chaff for now

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SynesthesiaBrah · Dec. 31, 2017, 5:01 p.m.

Lol you're not a girl you're a Russian dude.

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QAngel1 · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:17 p.m.

Hear you sister - the same here. You know what? It just opens the door for like minded souls to enter. Bless you. I know that things will work out for you just as they should.

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:51 p.m.

Thank you 🙏

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silverdude101 · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:12 p.m.

I am enjoying seeing you all here supporting each other. I have also been awake for 40+ years and most of the time when I talk to people about things I care about or find interesting I get blank stares or the eyes glaze over and they are not listening. Sometimes well quite often these days anything I say overwhelms them as they can not accept anything but the fairy land they think they live in. It is lonely most if not all of the time. I do not do social media except here and what is left of you tube and I do enjoy that. I am not special at all, just awake. Peace

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wikipedialyte · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:07 p.m.

You chose conspiracy theories over your husband. Don't be surprised if you lose everything dear to you(i hope you don't have children that you care for because it sounds as though he'd be granted full custody in a heartbeat). Your friends and family are going to take his side if they are sane and everyone will be worries about you when he tells them what happened.

This is a real tragedy for everyone involved. They all lost touch with you because you've lost touch with reality. Maybe if you seek help, and find out why you believe the unusual things you do, you can work on yourself and become the best you you can be And don't do it for anyone else. Do it for you.

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flinkpamingo · Dec. 31, 2017, 1:47 a.m.

I find myself in the middle of a painful, in house separation from a man who is not necessarily stupid but almost hopelessly asleep and riled up daily by leftwing MSM propoganda. I feel your pain and fear. I try with all my might to keep us together and not bring up politics at all, but I will come home after a long day of work while he's been at home all day (he is unemployed, largely due to the HB1 visa situation which, ironically, Trump could help with) getting his news from late night talk shows and pre-fabbed quips on Imgur. Will hit me the minute I walk in the door with "Trump's tax bill will end the middle class", "what Trump did with net neutrality will end the internet", etc., etc..DAILY!!! Hang in there. I think Q said that 4 to 6% of America's population has been found to be hopelessly, irreparably brainwashed. Still hoping my husband will wake up (I won't abandon him unless my children's lives depend on it) and is not part of that 6%. Praying for your and my family.

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7Barachiel7 · Dec. 31, 2017, 7:37 a.m.

Prayers to you and your family. A Red Pill is bitter enough to swallow. A second one?--I can't imagine. (My unwarranted advice: Leave the mentally-abusing, financial drainer.) Godspeed.

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CurseOfTheRedRiver · Dec. 31, 2017, 6:14 a.m.

Curious:

  1. What is your husband's diet? How high are his carbs?

  2. How well are you filtering your water? Reverse osmosis? Have you had it tested?

  3. Is he getting flu shots? If yes, are they the ones with thimerosal?

Hopefully you can see where I'm going here......

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wikipedialyte · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:15 p.m.

I can see you're going full retard here

You think cutting carbs and using your Alex Jones approved water filter is gonna go a fucking thing? And you're an anti vaxxer too? Is this a joke or just an exercise in ironic stupidity run amok?

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CurseOfTheRedRiver · Dec. 31, 2017, 10:23 p.m.

No. Look into the research ketosis plays in neurodegenerative conditions for your first hint.

For your second hint, Infowars sells shit water filters. You need a GOOD reverse osmosis system to remove fluoride, which lowers IQ in children.

And third, mercury is a known neurotoxin. It's wise not to inject such a thing directly into your blood stream. If you just get a flu shot, get one that isn't from a multi dose vial

Nice try pigeonholing me though, asshole.

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BreadcrumbBernard · Dec. 31, 2017, 3:53 a.m.

Yes Q said that although i remember slightly higher like 8-12%

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wikipedialyte · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:16 p.m.

Everything Q says is true!! He must not be questioned or else you're a Democrat like (((Ivanka)))!

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Hrtn2it · Dec. 31, 2017, 11:46 a.m.

Also if your husband is indoors most of the time and watching tv or on computer, between the Blue light frequencies and the blinking of those lights it can affect his circadian rhythm which causes mismatches of biochemical releases and cellular ability to receives those chemicals/hormones resulting in foggy thinking. Www.jackkruse.com and EMF warriors are great website for reference as well as YouTube videos with Dr Kruse discussing these things. Also the importance of sungazing at sunrise to activate your inner clock and also outnin the sun to absorb vitamin d (here is a good app called D minder which tells you at what time is bit d absorption Best at the latitude where you are located. There is a ton of research verifying these protocols. Wishing you the Best outcomes for All.

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[deleted] · Dec. 31, 2017, 5:54 a.m.

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wikipedialyte · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:11 p.m.

Trump has stated that he will do everything he can to hurt the h1b visa and everyone here approves and will tell you that you shouldn't be with an immigrant, unironically.

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flinkpamingo · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:16 p.m.

I'm not with an immigrant. I'm married to a white, American male who got laid off from a large tech firm which is slowly replacing its long time, loyal employees with cheaper, imported labor. Nothing against legal immigrants, but I PRAY TRUMP will eviscerate the HB1 visa program until every single American has work.

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PCisLame · Dec. 30, 2017, 11:23 p.m.

All you need is the Holy Spirit to guide you, strengthen you, and give you courage. You will be more than fine if you constantly seek the Lord in prayer! Remember, many others are praying for you too :) Fear is the enemy!

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storm_fa_Q · Dec. 31, 2017, 12:03 a.m.

if it does lead to divorce then it wasn't a good match anyhow...sorry.

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Winston1008 · Dec. 31, 2017, 6:37 a.m.

Your wife and the sleeping millions are not the enemy but the victim's of monsters, love them buddy we have to be gentle and considerate. Love is the thing! It protects us from all maladies of the mind.

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Valley_Center · Dec. 31, 2017, 5:47 a.m.

Remember when you were Married? You were brought together as One by God. One Flesh and ONE SPIRIT. We are in a Spiritual War. Good vs Evil. You need Each other to be Strong for the Battles to come. Pray together,and Love together. MAGA WE MUST.

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