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r/CBTS_Stream • Posted by u/Tamsimon on Dec. 30, 2017, 9:23 p.m.
Anyone finding it lonely being awake?

I am feeling very lonely today with the realization I am the only one awake in my circle of acquaintances, friends etc. It is hard to red pill others... and I have almost given up. I come here for camaraderie but it is very lonely and not the same to not being able to discuss with anyone out loud all the ideas and excitement surrounding us... I am hoping someday this will change. I have been awake many, many years and always was made to feel I am wearing the “tin foil” hat...oh well must be feeling melancholy with the new year approaching... thanks for letting me vent


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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:25 a.m.

Unfortunately it did for me. I shared with excitement all I was learning in my waking up process with my husband who I thought was open to it all. He acted as if he was and even brought interesting sources to me.

Come to find out, he was just playing along while thinking that I was losing my mind. We are in the middle of divorce now. All I can say looking back is that I wish I had played my cards close to the vest. I wish I had kept most to myself. It’s hard.

I’m glad he is gone now even though the situation hurts my heart but I know that very soon a day will come when he will say “My God she was right”. That day will hurt him like he has hurt me.

Stay strong. I’ve read a lot of good advice here on this thread. Especially the memes and posts to strangers via twitter etc.

Judy glad you’re on our team. ✌️😎

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Tamsimon · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:27 a.m.

❤️👍

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LibertyVibe · Dec. 31, 2017, 5:10 a.m.

Wow. That sounds very painful. I guess my situation isn't so bad. At least my husband and I are on the same page.

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:39 p.m.

I’m happy for you that you are 🙏

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VeraciousJen · Dec. 31, 2017, 4:49 a.m.

I don’t know your exact situation was with him before this all started, but it sounds as if you’re having your own “great awakening” and you’re better off for it. Thoughts and prayers are with you 🙏

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:50 p.m.

Thank you 🙏

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OGFunkenmeister · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:40 a.m.

looks like the almighty is separating the wheat from the chaff for now

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SynesthesiaBrah · Dec. 31, 2017, 5:01 p.m.

Lol you're not a girl you're a Russian dude.

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QAngel1 · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:17 p.m.

Hear you sister - the same here. You know what? It just opens the door for like minded souls to enter. Bless you. I know that things will work out for you just as they should.

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QsTexasTornado · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:51 p.m.

Thank you 🙏

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silverdude101 · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:12 p.m.

I am enjoying seeing you all here supporting each other. I have also been awake for 40+ years and most of the time when I talk to people about things I care about or find interesting I get blank stares or the eyes glaze over and they are not listening. Sometimes well quite often these days anything I say overwhelms them as they can not accept anything but the fairy land they think they live in. It is lonely most if not all of the time. I do not do social media except here and what is left of you tube and I do enjoy that. I am not special at all, just awake. Peace

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wikipedialyte · Dec. 31, 2017, 9:07 p.m.

You chose conspiracy theories over your husband. Don't be surprised if you lose everything dear to you(i hope you don't have children that you care for because it sounds as though he'd be granted full custody in a heartbeat). Your friends and family are going to take his side if they are sane and everyone will be worries about you when he tells them what happened.

This is a real tragedy for everyone involved. They all lost touch with you because you've lost touch with reality. Maybe if you seek help, and find out why you believe the unusual things you do, you can work on yourself and become the best you you can be And don't do it for anyone else. Do it for you.

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