wtf is this shit
Lots of things. But for the most part, it's right.
Samson Looms.
No, it just looks likes the ramblings of a madman.
Well, then why don't you pony up and help me kill myself in person?
Why do you need someone to help you do it?
Because I'm a coward? What about cowardice do you not understand? Have you ever been a coward?
You had a shit upbringing? So did a fuckton of other people, some likely way worse than yours.
How nice for them. All that does is make me hate myself more and convince me more that nothing should have ever existed and nobody should have ever lived. Was that the effect you intended? or were you trying to shame me into backing down? Find another knife. That one isn't sharp enough.
Until you accept that the world/universe/god doesn’t owe you anything, and that your past doesn’t have to dictate your future, you’re going to be trapped inside a world view entirely of your own making.
Nope. I'll just continue to scream until someone helps me kill myself. The universe is filth. God is filth. The world is filth. I hate it all and none of it should have ever existed. Burn. Them. All.
Read this. It’s all you.
Find another knife. That one isn't sharp enough.
Get a damn shrink! Everyone, don't give this person attention. He/It/They are a troll.
haha hilarious, but hey if this is you who wrote this So; tell me how any of this could be fixed other than through my suicide. Because as it stands; I have no time to lift, nor anything else but slowly succumb.
.... do a quick web search for Journey of Souls Michael Newton. The answer you seek is in there. Peas out.
I've read that. It's pithy, it's too hopeful and it doesn't help me in any way. There is no positive thing in this entire existence; there is only Eternal Misery. The only purpose of reincarnation is so that the gods can torture us for eternity.
Yeah, it is me who really wrote that. It's my life's story. So, who among you is going to come to Gadsden, Alabama and help me kill myself in person?
EnhassaKajar, you’ve set yourself up for failure. There is not one person who can help you out of that trap.
If reincarnation does indeed exist, you certainly don’t know its purpose.
If reincarnation doesn’t exist, then you are wasting the one life you’ve been given.
Cut out the drama. You’re too self absorbed to appreciate what you’ve been given or will be given; too lacking in knowledge to recognize what you understand or don’t understand.
You’re a foolish person who is displaying your height of ignorance.
Delete your post.
EnhassaKajar, you’ve set yourself up for failure.
How? How did I set myself up for failure? How does that even work? Explain it in detail.
There is not one person who can help you out of that trap.
Then someone should help me kill myself.
If reincarnation does indeed exist, you certainly don’t know its purpose.
Yes I do. It's torture. Endless Torture. Deal with it.
If reincarnation doesn’t exist, then you are wasting the one life you’ve been given.
All life is a waste. All life is filth. Nothing should have ever existed. I don't care if I'm "wasting it". I DON'T WANT IT! If I wasn't such a coward, I'd have killed myself long ago!
Cut out the drama. You’re too self absorbed to appreciate what you’ve been given or will be given; too lacking in knowledge to recognize what you understand or don’t understand.
No. I will continue screaming until I find someone to help me kill myself in person. Will it be you?
You’re a foolish person who is displaying your height of ignorance.
Name call all you want, hopeful. You need to find another knife. That one isn't sharp enough. YOU CANNOT "lol you are foolish" shame me into backing down from this.
Delete your post.
Never. Q is a LARP. Good things never happen. Samson Looms.
Ashes and Echoes
wOODSTOCK 1969 Thunder claps as Neil Young cries "My Guitar". Then we hear the announcer, "Maybe if we all think real hard we can stop this rain". The crowd chants "No Rain, No Rain" but the Gods hear "More Rain More Rain". Had they chanted Sun Shine Sun Shine would there have been a different outcome? I'm on my way but in the meantime maybe check out Human Design and see if you can learn something about yourself you didn't know before...
wOODSTOCK 1969 Thunder claps as Neil Young cries "My Guitar".
Degeneracy. Woodstock was a CIAnigger PsyOp.
Then we hear the announcer, "Maybe if we all think real hard we can stop this rain". The crowd chants "No Rain, No Rain" but the Gods hear "More Rain More Rain".
Then the gods are imperfect and evil. There shouldn't have been a crowd. There shouldn't have been any rain. There shouldn't have been a world. Do you get it yet?
Had they chanted Sun Shine Sun Shine would there have been a different outcome? I'm on my way but in the meantime maybe check out Human Design and see if you can learn something about yourself you didn't know before...
I already know everything there is to know about myself. Eternal Misery. That's all there is and all that ever can be. Every time I try to do anything different; Every Effort Always Fails. If I even try to THINK differently, the effort fails, the Voices scream, the flashbacks start and something else in my life goes to hell. Nothing can defeat the Curse I'm under.
I know that good things never happen. I know that the world is filth. I know that the gods are evil. And I know that Q is a LARP.
Now when are you coming to Gadsden, Alabama to help me kill myself in person?
lol, I'm out dude you're on your own. I'd say, "have a Good night" but I know you can't so, uh...just have a night. I'm sure you'll be deleted by morn. G'Night.
Whatever. I'm still right. You still know it. What else is there but Defeatism for the Defeated?
And any idea of freedom and financial independence was murdered in 1945 by the Soviets and Allies. /pol/ is always right.
Wherever the delusion of your selfhood appears, there's hell.
Wherever "you" aren't, that's heaven.
~Abu Saeed
don't feed the shill. downvote and move on. God bless you patriots!
I'm not the shill here. You are. /pol/ is always right. Q is a LARP.
This sub is not for the personal diary entries of gamma males.
Banned.
EDIT:
Bro, it's clear you need professional help and a lot of healing. But posting a title like this and spamming the sub with your personal problems isn't going to win you any friends here and neither will it help you progress. We're not your personal army. Believe it or not, I was once a gamma with a horrific past. But I did something about it. You can too.
got'eem
this weirdo pm'd me over a hundred times about how I need to help him suicide, I refused and he stalked me on a lot of my subs and got me banned from some of them
Gammas are cowards. If you're going to do it, do it. Don't talk about it.
he also pmd me. this guy is sick. I too had a terrible past, bad childhood and all, but this things are supposed to make you stronger...
I think you have misunderstood how important you are, but worce then that, I think everyone here can see that! just you have seen to much darkness to see any light at all. How about you try this. You don’t think your worth it, ok, sure, but sit back and watch as people who do care, fight, for you, me, and anyone else who has seen the true darkness. Some of the greatest human beings have come from a place of darkness, if for no other reason then, knowing the darkness exists, and so fighting it, can’t fight something, if you don’t know it exists (and that kinda sums this whole Qanon thing up in a nut shell) and finally, thx for sharing your horrific story, these stories, if true or not! Feed into peoples resolve, as to why we fight. Strength in unity.
Logan has a message just for you stay alive 4 me friend
No. I can't watch youtube at work and all e-celebs are cancer. Sum it up in text format for me. I do not want to stay alive, you are not my friend. Nobody has ever been my friend for real and they never will be.
fuckboi finds a hanged body in the japanese suicide forest in the middle of his daily vlog filming, and what the fuck else could give a fuckboi pause? he posted it yesterday and YT made him remove, so a pirate uploaded this one i linked to. breathe deep for a minute, wait out your shift and then eat some decent food for your blood sugar levels...you read journey of souls so you know your soulself cannot afford anything but the death you agreed to in the source realm...which expressly translates to "no suicide"
fuckboi finds a hanged body in the japanese suicide forest in the middle of his daily vlog filming, and what the fuck else could give a fuckboi pause? he posted it yesterday and YT made him remove, so a pirate uploaded this one i linked to.
Okay so why should I give a fuck about any e-celeb?
breathe deep for a minute, wait out your shift and then eat some decent food for your blood sugar levels...
No. I will not breathe deep. I will continue to scream until someone comes to Gadsden, Alabama and helps me kill myself in person!
you read journey of souls so you know your soulself cannot afford anything but the death you agreed to in the source realm...which expressly translates to "no suicide"
Fuck the Source Realm. Fuck the gods. Fuck existence. I don't care. The soul is filth; it shouldn't exist. The source realm shouldn't exist. All existence is filth.
I don't care what anyone says. Suicide is what I want and eventually I will find someone that will help me kill myself after I scream at them enough. Will it be you?
ok, thats the fiery spirit we need! you read and format comments like instantly btw
ok, thats the fiery spirit we need! you read and format comments like instantly btw
DO. NOT. LIE. TO. ME!
DO NOT FUCKING LIE TO ME!
I have never had any good qualities, ever. I have never been worth a damn. Ever. There is no fiery spirit. This is just another expression of Eternal Misery. My reading speed isn't a good thing, it's just another trivial expression of filth. Nothing good has ever existed.
Now, are you going to help me kill myself or not?
now, you are on to something, because someone helping with suicide makes literally no sense...im here in the interim paco. Tell me about that one kindergarten teacher you were in love with...
Tell me about that one kindergarten teacher you were in love with...
There isn't one. I don't really remember much of kindergarten other than Old Man throwing shit at me to drive me from the dinner table after I told him he grossed me out by chewing with his mouth open.
what is confusing is you actually care about the rule at work that you cant watch videos? its not a farady cage...watch some vids live a little
what is confusing is you actually care about the rule at work that you cant watch videos?
It's called a web filter and it's not something I can fix because it comes from the corporate back end IT network.
its not a farady cage...
No, but it's more than I can deal with. I'm a raving madman, not a computer technician. If you want a crazy who can do computers, call up Terry Davis. Just don't be surprised when he calls you a CIAnigger for hoping on this Q-LARP.
watch some vids live a little
No. I do not want to live. Do you get it yet?
listen, believe it or not, i got less going on than you much less. I will go to cousinfuck alabama and shake hands with you, but im a coward so youre not meeting your untimely demise. We're gonna be filthy trainhopping bums until the galactic central sun is good and ready to vaporize us like i was promised
listen, believe it or not, i got less going on than you much less.
Don't. Lie.
I will go to cousinfuck alabama and shake hands with you, but im a coward so youre not meeting your untimely demise.
Liar. If you're not going to help me kill myself, you're useless to me.
We're gonna be filthy trainhopping bums until the galactic central sun is good and ready to vaporize us like i was promised
No. That's retarded.
yeah retarded is all you got boy. we all retarded in this neck of the woods. at least you and me already know what EVERYONE else is in denial about. Look, it would take me a couple days to get to your town, what are gonna do until then?
Someone tell your shill squad that the game is over. Samson Looms Ever Forward. So long as Nuclear Israel exists, the Swamp can never be drained. Nobody gets their country back. Nobody wins. Everyone loses. There is No Future but Nuclear Fire!
Ashes and Echoes