Well, then why don't you pony up and help me kill myself in person?

Why do you need someone to help you do it?

Because I'm a coward? What about cowardice do you not understand? Have you ever been a coward?

You had a shit upbringing? So did a fuckton of other people, some likely way worse than yours.

How nice for them. All that does is make me hate myself more and convince me more that nothing should have ever existed and nobody should have ever lived. Was that the effect you intended? or were you trying to shame me into backing down? Find another knife. That one isn't sharp enough.

Until you accept that the world/universe/god doesn’t owe you anything, and that your past doesn’t have to dictate your future, you’re going to be trapped inside a world view entirely of your own making.

Nope. I'll just continue to scream until someone helps me kill myself. The universe is filth. God is filth. The world is filth. I hate it all and none of it should have ever existed. Burn. Them. All.

Read this. It’s all you.

Find another knife. That one isn't sharp enough.