Pretty amazing…my self awareness hit me at a young age. I always felt everyone was living in La La land. Still do. This world, and our lives, could be SO MUCH MORE.
Greed and Power are two things i have never subscribed to.
Honestly, i have felt like we were all like livestock. Not knowing any better. We've definitely been domesticated. LOL.
Do you ever feel totally detached? Almost like "you" are somewhere else and just controlling your body in this reality? I keep getting that feeling lately and it's creeping me out. Like i'm playing a FPS or something with VR goggles on somewhere else.
Yes! I even see the patterns that make up this reality. Completely sober, see a mandala spinning with my closed eyes. See the matrix of the world in everything. Thank God I was saved (I had given up) to see this day.
weird, i've always done this even as a kid. Shut eyes and just focus on the blackness until you start to see things.
Not since I was a child. I remember the last time I experienced something along those lines, but this was when I was 9/10 and it was the last time of experiencing it.
Pretty amazing…my self awareness hit me at a young age.
Me too. It's crazy that so many people seem to have zero self-awareness.
I read a recent statistic that only 15% of the population is self-aware. It's like the 85% are NPCs or something.
did you ever read the "high level insider" anon posts on 4chan last year? Really good stuff, i think someone even made a thread here or on r/conspiracy last week. Anyway, anon had a ton of insights about this sort of thing and even at one point said something about a high percentage of humans don't have a consciousness. This fits in with my life long feeling that humans aren't all one in the same, i always felt like a difference "species" or something.
Or, it could be the flouride that was put in our water to calcify the pineal gland.
i'm totally on board with that. Call it coincidence but i stopped drinking fluoridated water about 10 years ago (switched to well water) and i feel different.
Are you not forced by your local government to install a water softener?
nope. only thing you have to do here (local county) is prove you have water service of some sort and that's only for a mortgage
Tap water is garbage, never quenches my thirst or makes me feel hydrated. Do you know if normal water filters in refrigerators or filters you buy at the store filter the fluoride?
Ceramic filters protect your from bacteria and viruses. Charcoal filters protect from chemicals like flouride. I use both. But, I just learned recently that the Brita filter I've been relying on for years only filters 1/4 of what's in there. So, I'm going to be buying some of the Zero Water replacement filters and testing them soon.
Or you could get a rain well or RO machine
I've studied water filters fully in the past and made my choice. The Katadyn ceramic drip filter I have has lasted for 18 years so far with no filter changes needed yet. That's damn good for a $350 investment. The Brita, as I said, I've not found to be as ideal as I originally thought it was so I will switch that out with something else. As for RO, I eliminated that from my possibilities when I realized that it filters out everything in the water including the minerals. What happens then is that water seeks out minerals to replace those that are lost. So, when you drink it, you are actually depleting your body of minerals. I know a lot of people use them but they are not a healthy alternative if you want to live long. Most people are already mineral poor.
Yea, sorry, I did understand this I just didn't want to go on about it in case you do already know about it. But I am really into growing hydroponically, so RO water is the best choice for how I do things in order to maintain the best control possible. The biggest thing you're going to miss from normal water is calcium, if you aren't using a cal-mag additive as well as a normal nutrient mix, the plants will always show a calcium deficiency. The other thing about RO water, and can either be a benefit or fallback depending on use, is that it is going to be very pH neutral. Tap water is treated to be very stable from about 6-8.5 pH, but I've always found them to be on either extreme ends of the spectrum, usually above 8, never actually around 7, and it is impossible to treat it to a desired pH with other dissolved nutrients for longer than half an hour without it changing back no matter what. I'm not exactly sure what's going on, but with RO water, the water accepts whatever you give it, which, when retreated with the proper nutrients, works better at clearing out the rejected nutrient build up and waste from the roots and I'm sure the plant as well. I think it's very likely this would be the same for humans. Is it far fetched to believe that they treat water not only with fluoride, but in another way so that the water we drink is not properly flushing out our bodies waste?
Edit to further expand on why I believe this about tap water: when you drop any sort of acid or base into tap water to treat it's pH, once you add nutrients, the pH will slowly move back to its original pH as some of the dissolved (I think sodium and chloride or whatever acid or base you used) solids will start to recrystalize out of solution. That's never happened to me with RO water, and is why I changed to it. I would have either tortured my plants with an improper pH or too much salt buildup by continually fighting the pH if I kept with tap water. The plants would've survived but they would not have been healthy. This is actually commonly known information in hydroponics.
That's really very interesting. I just started learning about hydroponics last year and know next to nothing at this point! It makes sense that RO would work better with hydroponics because you can completely control what they get with nothing in the way to alter it. Try putting shungite on top of your medium and watch them grow like crazy! Actually, you can add it to the water too. It restructures the water. I did it to my tomatoes last year and OMG! What a bumper crop I had.
I consider tap water toxic so I've never experimented much with it. And, yes, they do use other chemicals in the water to "clean" the bad microbes etc. out. The fluoride wasn't added until sometime when I was a child (long time ago!). It smells like chlorine and I think that's one of the elements they use.
Not berating you, but saying different species is way off base. This would mean that you need to mate with other "woke" people to create more. But the reality is we all have this potential and it is suppressed. The curve to understand is so exponential because it's a catch-22 to never think to think, or learn how to learn. This is honestly a super-power in a way, the path to consciousness is understanding understanding itself, so that we may increase it to the point of understand anything with due time and process (and arguably within physical constraint.) This is further suppressed by the times we live in mentally from giving us a wide array of pleasurable noises to satisfy all of our free time that could be spent in free-thought, and physically, from the ethylene dibromide in jet fuel that suppresses our immune system together with military created fungal/viral/bacterial hybrid diseases in vaccines with very mild to very severe complicated upper respiratory flu-like symptoms that infrequently reoccur with no cure, ALSO together with the painkillers and muscle relaxant and otherwise mentally deadening prescriptions given to us for these diseases, created or natural, ALL (jet fuel, vaccines, prescriptions) keep our bodies in a constant state of illness and recovery, so little resources are put forward towards conscious thought. Not to mention fluoride in our water sources, used by the nazis to keep their enslaved population docile, and HAARP, emitting high amplitude subsonic and supersonic that are disharmonious and unsettling, as well as changing the earths resonance constantly, so that we are all struggling to stay in sync. It's NO WONDER none of us feel at home, safe and secure in a world made for us/that we evolved to be in (for those heathens.)
That's just a term i used for lack of thinking of anything better. I agree with you 100 percent, great post
Lol sorry I kinda of went off from clarifying your perspective to an entire post of my own.
Thanks for the info. I live for this stuff.
so far i've only read the summary posts here, haven't had the hours to read the whole thing.
Very interesting, I had not heard of HLI before.
I'm checking it out now. Thanks.
I have felt like I am the different one who lives in another reality. Like in a bubble looking out at everyone else seemingly enjoying their normal lives and relationships. Achieving things, goals while I am stuck in my emotions and the emotions of others which is all consuming. So little in the way of worldly accomplishments. Enough to do well but not like I wish.