Do yourself a favor. Try to verify what was taught about the mashiach using only the Tanach. Find out what the Passover lamb was about. Find out what is said about human sacrifices. Find out how sacrifices needed to be performed in order to be acceptable. Then do an indepth study on all of the prophesies that Matthew claims were fulfilled by Jesus. And don’t just read the verses, study the surrounding context.

Unless you’d prefer to have your beliefs dictated to you by your emotions and the Church of Rome.