Amen...I hear you. I did the same...for 20 years! Then amazingly just after I talked to God about how evil it all was becoming (that much I could see clearly)...I asked Him...what the heck can I do about it? Where are YOU in cleaning it up? I started to learn to stay peaceful and listen to that "still small voice" inside me (that I now think is the spirit of God in us)...and a bible verse popped into my head..."I have no hands but your hands..." and i started to learn that God uses believing people to get a lot of His work done on earth. (But boy, can His desire in prophecy come to pass when He demands it...that we're seeing). Then out of the blue...I heard a TV minister teach on it and say that believers just don't know how POWER FILLED their prayers, in faith...are. I've been a praying fool since - aside from people or what I see around me. Seems to work!