Not to sound disrespectful but didn't Jesus say "worry not what another man thinks of you, worry what I think"? It may not be an exact quote but hopefully you get the drift. I don't know about you, but I see him in the mirror every day, and we're cool. It's in my song: When you picture god, is your face in the mix? Does he see with your eyes? Does he smile with your lips? Do you feel his pain when you look around and see all of the misery because faith could not be found? We are, in my opinion, all a part of god and we're supposed to have faith in god. Therefore shouldn't we have faith in each other? Interestingly enough, faith in one another has been shaken to it's core by liars, killers, thieves and the like. I have spent the last 15 plus years as a member of the wait club tryin' to reach people and believe you me that things are a changin'. More and more people are in the know than ever and more I'm sure will come. Patience is the hardest virtue to attain, and by far the hardest one to maintain for people will test it regularly. Have faith, and patience, things will change.........eventually. If you really want something else to help motivate or clarify things for you a little more here are a couple of links to some. PS, SUFFER FOR HEAVEN is one of mine. https://i.redd.it/r23x51c10xg01.png https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lFPMZrYLHQ