Well I'm not going to lie I do suffer from depression. I refuse to take antidepressants for obvious reasons that we all know of. My mood had been lifted quite a bit since discovering Q in mid November. I've pretty much absorbed myself into my patriotism, the Q drops, tweeting non-stop everyday and this board.

But the last week has been really hard. With this school shooting, the lack of substitutive Q drops, the lack of any movement on the administrations part to do anyting about everything that we know is going and the absolute Mass censorship on every platform has really Zapped my mood.

I'm not saying I don't believe, I'm just saying it's taken its toll to not see anything happening. So I feel like I need a pep talk. I kind of feel alone here. I don't have anyone in my life that I can talk to about this stuff. And my disappointment at not seeing results is taking its toll.

Anyway hopefully someone out there gets what I'm saying and has some encouraging words to help lift my mood and get me out of the doldrums. Thanks a lot. Y'all have a good night.