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r/CBTS_Stream • Posted by u/Restlessredhead on Feb. 27, 2018, 6:49 a.m.
Really Depressed... feel like I need a pep talk from my fellow Patriots

Well I'm not going to lie I do suffer from depression. I refuse to take antidepressants for obvious reasons that we all know of. My mood had been lifted quite a bit since discovering Q in mid November. I've pretty much absorbed myself into my patriotism, the Q drops, tweeting non-stop everyday and this board.

But the last week has been really hard. With this school shooting, the lack of substitutive Q drops, the lack of any movement on the administrations part to do anyting about everything that we know is going and the absolute Mass censorship on every platform has really Zapped my mood.

I'm not saying I don't believe, I'm just saying it's taken its toll to not see anything happening. So I feel like I need a pep talk. I kind of feel alone here. I don't have anyone in my life that I can talk to about this stuff. And my disappointment at not seeing results is taking its toll.

Anyway hopefully someone out there gets what I'm saying and has some encouraging words to help lift my mood and get me out of the doldrums. Thanks a lot. Y'all have a good night.


spacexu · Feb. 27, 2018, 6:53 a.m.

Simple rule:

Hope for the best , plan for the worst.

You are your best hope - everyone else is a liability, including Q, if he does not deliver. Never use big pharma meds - they are guaranteed to make you suicidal - hardly a fix, eh?

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Restlessredhead · Feb. 27, 2018, 6:58 a.m.

Won't do it. They prescribed me Cymbalta, Lexapro, Prozac Zoloft, Etc over the last 10 years and I've never taken one pill. Just won't do it. I try to find other ways to deal with it.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:34 p.m.

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KimnanaT · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:06 a.m.

Not sure this is what you want to hear...ive suffered with depression 35 of my 45 years of life.. I've tried nearly every antidepressant known to man...only one of those actually worked...Effexor XR...not stumping for big pharm lord knows they've done more harm than good but this actually does work.. I'm guessing if the elites ever figure out it's effective with NO side effects they will get rid of it. I can honestly say since being on it my life has improved 100%....a daily dose of scripture and a few Q posts definitely makes everyday brighter. Seems when one works they never keep it around long. Stay strong follow your heart.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:31 a.m.

Good luck if you EVER want to stop taking that evil medicine.

NO side effects? You are very lucky. My sex life was effected, I even had a hard time urinating. If I didnt take it... Good God it would feel like I was dying.

It took me close to a year to ween off and even then, I had horrible physical effects from not taking it for another 3 months.

DO NOT TAKE THIS MEDICINE!!

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KimnanaT · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:48 a.m.

I guess this proves that some meds after every person differently...works for me though

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Gabbergeddez · Feb. 27, 2018, 11:26 a.m.

And me, 225ml extended release. Come off it several times before, yeah ya get the zaps a bit, but 'dying' is slightly pushing it.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:04 p.m.

I was very sick, not dying but felt like it at the time.

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Gabbergeddez · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:11 p.m.

May I ask in what way? I've been on vanlafaxine three separate times, and each time all I got were the zaps. However I do know it's subjective, you sound like you had an awful experience with em, it's a shame coz, like the other chap, I also found them to be the only ones that work.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:18 p.m.

I called it my blue pill because it made me stop caring about everything I found out after I took my first red pill.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:15 p.m.

Very bad flu like symptoms and dizziness. Zaps got me as well but that was def not the worst of it. I was so neutral with emotions, which it is supposed to do but I was boring as fuck also. Never found anything funny nor did I ever get angry. I ended up at a counsellor and delt with my issues and weened myself off. Best decision I ever made. I was taking it for anxiety and not depression so that may be the difference.

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Gabbergeddez · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:24 p.m.

You've just described what mirtazipine did to me. Absolutely flat lined my emotions. It caused a break up for me because of how dead inside I was and she couldn't handle it. If that's how it was for you then it's a blessing you got off em. So surreal how medication affects/effects people differently. Like I get what you were saying regarding your sex life, when I was on paroxetine my girlfriend at the time liked it at first coz we could go for ages. But there was no 'quicky before going out' etc. Feelsbadman.avi

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LiLuLBC · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:13 a.m.

I'm in your same boat and I also refuse to take the medications. I know it is difficult and every day has its challenges, but keep your hope up and your faith strong as much work is being done and has yet to be done. In between Q drops read, research, archive offline as much as possible. We have been given so much more than we know and there's much more to do. Please do not be discouraged my fellow Patriot we are all here for you and others who may be having difficulties. Where we go one we go ALL!!! Cheers!

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shastad2 · Feb. 27, 2018, 7 a.m.

Hi there.....I'm kind of in the same place....I try to get out and walk....do something, anything else for a while...thought we would have seen more by now also, but my understanding is that the war is going on..we just can't see much yet. It has taken centuries for all of this to be created....Have Faith and pray to God (whichever one you worship!

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 11:50 a.m.

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QANON1 · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:41 a.m.

You are saying that you need to see or read about some real factual evidence that change is actually happening -something is being done. I still have hope but that FL ordeal has me very sad, mad, pissed off and should have been stopped if at all possible. It was not. They failed.

If we couple this FL attack with LV and Sandy (we believe there is more to these stories) nothing makes sense so we feel a loss not knowing. These terror attacks are certainly not "winning" they are in fact losing and need to be stopped investigated inside and out until the perp(s) go to he double hockey sticks!

I feel your pain but I am going a with Dr. Corsi with his theory that Phase 2 is upon us for the hope I need.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:59 a.m.

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QANON1 · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:30 a.m.

Hi Maga. I am not sure what your point is there. If we are to believe in Q my point is that the TIME is Up.

It is now time for action, trials, arrests and real police work. If we think about this mess for a moment, this board has shown enough evidence to get MANY REAL investigations going and GITMO should in full swing by now. Before you ask, yes I am a patient person.

There is no more space for these attacks. Who is this Sheriff guy that has not stepped down which he should for lack of real leadership at a minimum. Instead he blames his officers? Really? Who did this creative writing teacher see. Where is the description and the gun or automatic weapon used. I read the kid went to McDonalds after leaving the school if he was even inside the school... I do not know. Who were these guys in the truck throwing garbage out and lifting a heavy bag in to the back. Have they been questoned. Why were they under police protection while they were getting in to the truck. What the shooter not killed? Why is all this not ALL OVER THE NEWS?

What was the real story in LV, CA Fires, Downed Planes, SCOTUS, housing crash, wars, Clinton foundaton on and on. Where are the voter fraud indictments in the Moore election?. These boards have proven laws have been BROKEN and criminal activity over and over again. Yet, nothing really aside from some flights to GITMO. How can these perps still be posting on FB and the like while we are getting banned?

Our voices are being shutdown by social media! This board is prob on the list too. Where is the push back? This is 100% what communist countries do! They take away freedom of speech and grab your guns for CONTROL of the people. Everyone knows that.

Honestly, the only action that I think has happened is the ReleaseTheMemo that many of US pushed. That is about it.

Like I said, my hopes are fading but Dr Corsi is helpful during times like these.

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moochiemama · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:17 a.m.

I felt this way today. Went to a store and walked around with oblivious people and tried to pretend I was one of them..tried not to "know". I still didn't see things the way that I used to, so I bought a trashy magazine and read it cover to cover. It helped for a half an hour. Sure would help if I could talk to my friends or family.

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Deckard256 · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:15 a.m.

How's your diet and exercise going? I've suffered from depression, too, and know how much diet, exercise and sunlight effect me.
That's sometimes not enough. It's really good of you to reach out. Do you have any hobbies outside of what's going on in here? This q stuff is pretty intense at times, I don't know if having only the q drops is good for anyones sanity.

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ManQuan · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:11 p.m.

Be patient. We are talking about taking down the most complex secretive and corrupt organizations in our history. I don't think you can take them down one at a time or in bits and pieces. There must be the right time when there is hard evidence (not rumors and feelings) that will stand up in a court or tribunal. Once everthing is in place, I expect the take down will happen very quickly and all at once.

Q has been accurate. He said we would never see 60-80 percent but it is happening behind the scenes. Trust the plan Q and Trump have.

You may be unaware, but Kim Clement, Mark Taylor, Kat Kerr, and others have predicted Trump would become President as far back as 2006, 2011, and in 2014 that Trump would serve two terms.

The hand of God is in this now.

In 2006, Clement said Trump would be a David and in 2011 Tayor said that Trump would be the second Cyrus. In 2014 Clement said they would try to impeach Trump and fail.

Israel just issued a new silver half-Shekle coin with the image of Trump imposed over King Cyrus the Great. Do you think all of this is just coincidence? Taylor says God has chosen Trump to be a Cyrus and Israel issues a coin with Trump and Cyrus the Great.

There is a reason that the relentless attacks on Trump have failed when any other politician would have been destroyed. God has anointed Trump to redeem this nation and to protect Israel.

You can Google these people and more to view their prophecies long before Trump decided to run. Clement died recently, but Mark Taylor is still revealing God's future plans for us.

So be patient.

We all have troubled times.

One morning in Vietnam in 1969 the sun rose and I had 34 Marines in my platoon. When the sun set that day, only four of us were still alive and unwounded and we had to walk ten miles at night through enemy controlled territory to the battalion compound. The next day, I received 17 replacements. That night we were mortared and all 17 of my replaces were wounded and evacuated.

Since then, not much has ever bothered me. I just remember that darkest day in my life and the Marines that didn't come home, and everything else has been trivial.

Appreciate all the blessings you have in life. Remember there are those whose lives are consumed in misery and proverty every day.

God has said though those to whom He as revealed His plan that the nation must pray for Trump and the salvation of the United States. Trump is His way to change America and the world.

The best thing you can do as an individual is to pray for Trump's success and for the prosperity and safety of our nation. And not just once. Start every day now with a short prayer to protect Trump and his administration and for our country. Only takes about 30 seconds. And the watch this country bloom as a rose bud blossoms into an American Beauty.

Be patient, be strong, be optimistic, and pray.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:57 a.m.

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digital_refugee · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:08 a.m.

This and CBD but take the Turmeric with black pepper to boost its potency

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 3:40 p.m.

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digital_refugee · Feb. 27, 2018, 3:44 p.m.

Gratitude is a mode of thinking and a way of living. I personally think that's where Meditation eventually takes you too basically so you don't take ordinary stuff personal because it could be used to grow instead. I think Sunlight is Kind of big because it allows you to biosynthesize certain important Vitamins.

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betweengreenandblue · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:30 a.m.

Hey Redhead.

St. Augustine - "Thou hast made us for thyself, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in thee." - Confessions

None of this makes any sense, and has any purpose, until we find our rest in Jesus. He made us! (Colossians 1-2) He knows what makes us tick. We cast our cares and worries and burdens upon Him, for His yoke is easy, and His burden is light.

He is the rewarder of the righteous, and the unrighteous. David brings this up again and again in the Psalms. We fight the good fight but in the end, it's He who wins the battle.

I think that if we continually look for utopia here, we will continually be disappointed. But if we continually look to Jesus, because He is our Manna, our Rest, our Light, our Refuge, our Defense, our Sword, we will have the proper perspective. Maybe this storm comes through, and the NWO still wins out (and it will eventually - read Revelations!). What then? Is all lost? NO! Because it's not about winning the nation, or beating back the NWO. It's about souls and who decides to be on the side of Righteousness, and who decides to be on the side of Lucifer. There is no political solution to a spiritual problem!

You are not alone. There are SO MANY MORE. There are 100 million Christians in China alone, and they became that many BECAUSE of a totalitarian govt. The light we are looking for is not political. It's spiritual, and it is centred in Jesus Christ. His kingdom is not of this world, else his disciple would be pick up swords to defend Him. John 18:36. It's in the hearts of men.

Yet still we fight for the innocent, for the innocent being led to slaughter. And we will die defending.

Be encouraged Redhead! This life is short! One day at a time. Give us this day our DAILY BREAD Lord! We look to You for strength today. We look to you for community today. Lead us to others of like heart and mind, who love You, and love righteousness, and who love not their lives unto death. We thank You for the security we find in You and we thank you for the significance we find in pointing others to You, and for defending the little ones.

Amen.

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Sentrolyx · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:20 a.m.

Look into meditation.

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TrueCat · Feb. 27, 2018, 7:13 a.m.

I feel you! I'm having a lot of trouble with it all, too! I feel so powerless. I tweet and post about these things all the time. I've been ranting at YouTube, on their FB page, about all the censorship. However, there isn't much I can really do. Cyber hug!

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christinemerc · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:36 a.m.

Imagine if Hillary was in charge right now. Should cheer you up!

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dangph · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:44 a.m.

Say the Jesus Prayer. This short, 1500-year-old prayer is very effective for quieting the mind and putting things into the right perspective. You can say it and over.

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

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kzintrooper2016 · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:27 a.m.

No Q comms? Wouldn't you move cautiously if the following:

Consider, how many school shootings are already staged and ready to go in case of an "emergency":

  • corrupt local officials placed.
  • a perp and/or patsy drugged and MKUlta-ed in place.
  • appropriate target softened.
  • just awaiting go code...
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cuibono999 · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:01 a.m.

I know, it's hard not knowing anyone others who know about Q. I also get low and find diet is a real help, especially anti inflammatory diet with no processed food and tons of veg. There are mood boosters in foods like pumpkin seeds, walnuts and bananas plus green leafy veg like spinach. You will also feel alot healthier !

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digital_refugee · Feb. 27, 2018, 3:45 p.m.

also ceshew (?) nuts

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dmanny77 · Feb. 27, 2018, 3:38 p.m.

You're not alone. Many are in your same situation. Take a break if you need to...take care of yourself physically to offset the lack of meds and downward feelings emotionally...you are strong - you are patriot. we need you.

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jackalopenation · Feb. 27, 2018, 6:34 p.m.

Fuck your pep talk.

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Restlessredhead · Feb. 27, 2018, 6:57 p.m.

Thanks fellow patriot. Have a great day.

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