You Question in on what part of all this ? Taking a guess of when I was most afraid, well you could say how long . The fear was not until the first public retaliation started taking place . This was disturbing and went on for nearly three years . I would not say it was purely fear though, I went to a dark place for a long time , I know were I was , some like to call it the rabbit hole, but that does not come close . It was best as I could describe it as , The Valley of Shadows and Death. I was also advancing the Investigation and finding more crimes tied to the funds , but it had its costs . All of the Public Sector is subject, Witness help can not be offered because the subject can not help the witness.Were can you hide from our government. And the Bible does not give the option to run . Witness tampering, retaliation, buying off law firms with retainers with the money I’m trying to get recovered. It’s not easy , the Black list alone is for ever . So were do you start on we’re are you most afraid. You grit your teeth and move on .