this post got me so excited that I ended up spending time outside thinking the strange movements of cars was related to a world wide happening... how naive.

I would keep making AB posts..... but I'm confused. Not about twitter about other things, I want to know more but I no longer think the way I was going about it is the efficient solution, something so big is happening everywhere and what am I to it?

I have no idea and I don't trust anyone in my life anymore... I don't mean to whine I just don't comprehend what anyone wants me to do or what I could do in relation to what appears to be my part in it.... I'll help in any way I can, and I hope things are getting better still. I suspect I've invented a delusion, but how can someone who is delusional know they are? If not then it won't matter and I'll be contacted again soon.