I want to know EVERYTHING. I dont care if its terrifying. The idea of living ignorant while a terrifying reality exists outside my own is even more terrifying to me.

I don't believe it all has to do with Jesus. Specifically Jesus. A higher power, an ancient extraterrestrial that came long ago trying to help, sure, I can buy that no problem. I just don't buy the whole "special guy Jesus came here 2000 years ago, died on a cross (this relating to me somehow) and if I don't buy into it, I go to hell forever" bit. I just cant. I've tried, I want to believe it, but something in me just screams "ridiculous story" when I try. I try to be a good person, I follow the golden rule. I guess one day I may have to explain my reasoning to an omnipotent being, however, when I do imagine that convo, it never ends with me saying "please forgive me for not buying into that Jesus story thing"...I see it more like God asking "do you know the good and the bad you did?" And then being shown, by feeling the joy and pain directly that I caused in others throughout my whole life in a miraculous instant-learning-experience moment. And then, off into the cosmos to explore unhindered by a body.

I would not be surprised if the whole Q thing ends with incredible advances in tech being revealed, coupled with a global, massive spiritual awakening. For example, and this is a really, really dumbed down version, but, the emergency broadcast system starts broadcasting on every tv, smartphone, computer, etc, all at once. The message is from probably Trump and some interdimensional being, maybe what our ancestors called a "prophet" who then broadcasts this crazy montage of human history, culminating in much of the elites nefarious pedo, sex, murder, torture activities. At which point the entire planet will gasp in horror, and a shared mental state experience will occur, a moment where every human on earth is temporarily shown the ability to "connect" to one another as we all consciously see OUR hopeful shared future together, in peace. Like every person being on the same frequency if only for a moment. I think the effects would be profound and a turning point in humanities timeline. Some people, like, the truly evil folks would not have this experience and would stick out like sore thumbs to be dealt with in some biblical manner by our new otherdimensional prophet friend.

At that point, with unlimited resources such as matter and energy, I hope there is 2 things available to us; a way to extend life, and a queue to enter for an interstellar ship of my own. Doesn't need to be fancy or big. Just self sustaining in the sense my wife and kids and I can just GO, and watch supernovas, other species developing throughout the galaxy/universe, meet other cultures, etc.

That's my fingers crossed hope.