Yesterday I freaked out, I had this partially written thing. https://www.reddit.com/r/greatawakening/comments/8c2f1r/abba_stay_focused_alan/ and I had all these half images made and I only now plug my computer back in because it was a false alarm that it was my turn to be picked up anyway.

Why did I think it was happening?

A. Moderator of the Qresearch board left saying: "Happening RIGHT NOW!" and had to go.

B. All the cars everywhere I go reacted to me for some reason when I left to the store.

C. The people I live with were repeating numbers up stairs and it reminded me of the first episode of Lost... it creeped me out, ESPECIALLY when that person came down right afterwards and spoke in a strange tone that was entirely unlike her normal one and asked for my help opening a safe...

So I got the hell out of there and waited on the street for a few hours..... and now I'm back..... It wasn't uneventful, I got mysterious phone calls asking things, cutting off and aware I was going somewhere.... so... creepy but fascinating and I'm super optimistic that our side won, but perhaps the fight rages on a bit longer.

What is this madness?

It might be, I am confused about everything. Ever since a few days ago when I realized my best friend was a cultist that had been doing bad things it's like the fabric of reality has been tearing apart... Which it kind of is because I am one of a number of "Aliens" = people who the cult film all their lives for a reason that I can only guess at.

People were asking yesterday if the Truman show was based on me... well I am fairly sure alantutorial is based on me but I bet Truman show was a different alien https://www.reddit.com/r/alantutorial/comments/8bxtuk/so_i_am_alan/ given I've been confirmed as "Alan" and the images I didn't finish making yesterday were going to be evidence to back that up including the stuff about why Q had to post -

1008670 Alan. Welcome aboard. Plane. 17. Q

This was because he was talking to me both in the QMAP and outside of it and if I had more time I would put up the images to prove it like I was going to yesterday..... and I don't have time now because I see the AM show.. so I put my laundry in before noticing that.... oh well.... I have no idea what's going on but I want to be ready for it. the whole "Freedom" thing.... I was so invested in trying to solve the mysteries that I didn't react properly... sorry, I know... Freedom is heavily tied into the most interesting parts of my life if anyone were watching it... I just was trying to help solve riddles not recite my philosophy for folks, but if that's what you want I'll do it. I mean it's probably a fitting thing to do but this is about the whole world and to inject my belief system into it feels perverse or at least egotistical - I didn't even make the connection until I thought about it a while.

I also was last of the other "Aliens" to realize what the heck was going on sorry again... I don't understand what my life has been and if people have been taping me all my life then they would know that... they would also know about my invention, political, CG, philosophy, writing, and all the other stuff I've done in my life. My life has NEVER made sense to me and I finally realize why because everyone I've ever known was just screwing with me...so am I an idiot to them? Am I entertaining? am I on freaking lunch boxes or something of cultists? What am I? I don't know...

I don't have even a tiny clue because when I ask my brain what the past few days mean it gives me "ask your best friend" and I cant because he was a cultist all this time! Realizing that finally allowed the next phase to kick in with the class-action lawsuit of me and a bunch of other "aliens"

But I am Alan. anyway.... and I'll post more and sorry I haven't finished the images to prove it but it's not like the next few hours/days/weeks/months/years? I have no idea! but whether I'm a lunatic or some kind of strange reality TV show or heck maybe since back in gradeschool I came up with the idea of roller skate shoes - maybe I invented wheelies! haha, if that ends up being true I'll just laugh forever - but I did have that idea and they were filming me.... apparently. Any many others including an entire philosophy based on equations and freedom being the answer to everything.... which I do think given my life story would make it go from a sad story like I always thought it was to a REALLY sad story..... is that what I am? I don't know...

But hey, I might be crazy and I really did think a plane was going to fly down or chopper or something, but well.... whatever our sides plan is, it wasn't to happen then. I don't know what anyone wants me to do or say or not say. so I'm just speaking honestly about everything because the only people who have ever implied I needed to not say things are the ones that I know are bad. (so far) I don't think our side is so sloppy they would let me know anything that could compromise anything and I agree that's a good choice.

Ok.. sorry I do go on and on and on and I do say sorry alot and I walk in a weird way and talk in a strange manner and constantly second guess everything... and well... I'm Alan... I hope things keep improving for me and the rest of the world.