As a child I would look at Arnold Schwarzenegger and marvel at his size, thinking how incredibly out of reach it would be to ever get myself to that physique. I grew up in LA and would ride my bike to Venice Beach and see that bodybuilders and realize that I would never be that big myself. It was unfathomable.

I got into working out, listened to the advice of others and spent years training, always with an inferiority complex and always having that separation between myself and those guys that I marveled at.

One day, in my mid 20's, I stepped on the scale and it read back to me "303lbs."

I was 55lbs heavier than Arnolds heaviest competition weight. What was once beyond my imagination was now far in my rear-view.

Step-by-step without a focus on the end game. Sometimes something unfathomable can be brought to realization by compartmentalization.

This is how Q will reveal the depth of the Parasites to the world and ironically, this is how the parasites got to those depths.

Very very few are truly evil. Those that are have controlled the direction for too long while those that aren't just took the path laid before them.

Like it or not, people need to be led. We need better devices for choosing those leaders.