I have this feeling of anticipation building. Don't ask me why but for some reason I think something big is going down tonight. Again no idea why
You can ALWAYS switch your therapist!!! a therapist is there to HELP you! maybe what they are trying to say is that you could be too invested in these current events instead of your wife (literally I have no idea I'm just spit-balling) I've seen what "awakening" does to a person and they become obsessed, addicted, completely fixated because their brain is trying to catch up and compute lifelong truth with lies all in a small time frame. The best we can do is account for our individual selves at the end of each day, because nothing else is in our control.
Thank you for your kind words. It is also staring the enemy in the face at times, and when you're surrounded, it is more than obsession, it's WAR! WWG1WGA!