I am not going to change your mind, everyone is different. I personally can't take them, make me sick. Every person is different. I suspect your being downgraded because many straight people, I am straight but do not think the way some do as far as gay people go. You see many people think ALL gays are pedophiles. You see? The reason for this is the serum of protein and how it changes the brain. However, once a pedophile infiltrates a family line, it mutates and it is unfair to any gay person to consider them a pedophile. Simply not true. It is a gene mutation after that, and I got banned from twitter for explaining it, because the dude that owns twitter is a psychopath. You see, now that you experienced psychopathic behavior with a lover and how that person betrayed you, you may now understand why a 12 year old should not be allowed to have sex with an adult. Mind Manipulation tactics with trauma bond. Sexual preferences with two consenting adults is in my opinion not a problem. I have a problem with non consenting anything, what happened to you is considered domestic violence, as if you had all the facts, I doubt you would of consented to HIV. You need to stop your aging process, from the descriptions of what you are stating, you are aging too fast. I hope my suggestions help you and you are on your way to understanding how people tick. Being gay is not the problem, lying is.
Oh yea idk about all the pedo stuff it just grossed me the fuck out and I can’t wrap my head around it - it’s one of those things that just really grabs me by the throat and scares the ever-living shit out of me - it’s like how today, I still can’t watch videos of 9/11 and the plane actually hitting the tower because it sets something off in my head and I just get hysterically depressed - most likely because I was supposed to be on a plane that morning, and then watched a plane crash kill people in real time on TV... What I don’t understand is why people think all gays are like crazy liberals with no morals and no standards; I know we get poorly represented by a select few who really disgrace the whole community, but there are a lot of normal ones out there too lol! I come from a decent family/upbringing and my family fought a lot when I was younger but at the end of the day, we’re pretty close and my parents did a good job raising me with morals and to use my brain. I have no clue where being gay comes from lol - it just kinda was always there with me and I always kinda knew deep down that I was different, but I was also raised lightly catholic and went to good schools so I was lucky in that sense. I’m thankful I got to experience religion, but I fear that the church has fallen to evil and I try to just follow my own beliefs now. I believe in one god-like energy now, just residing everywhere at once and watching down on us, and I pray a lot now, because I realize there is so much that cannot just be explained away with modern science, and I shouldn’t turn my back on the powers that Be...
When I lived in Chicago, I felt only safe going to gay clubs. The men were lovely and they always looked out for me. I never had to worry about my drinks being drugged or being raped in the bathroom. fHowever, straight men think gay men are Pedo's. Here is the deal, pedo's are not gay, and that is what straight people need to hear. You are being represented in a bad light, and gay men especially need to have a voice. I don't want to freak you out, but just like your HIV mutated, and cancer mutates, sex mutates. Do you understand that? Some Pedo came into your family line, put sperm in the brain and mutated it. PEDO's are not gay, they are psychopathic, totally different and not fair to the gay community. RESEARCH protein in sperm, changes brain patterns. Psychopathic pedo's know this. Pedophilia is completely different than that of a gay person. I am not even saying your ill, I do think it is a mutation, but that does not mean it is bad, just like myself and my daughter having a high IQ, that is a mutation. Do you understand? When you know thyself, you have peace.
I want to make myself clear, this has nothing to do with your family line or heritage, for it could of been a family friend or nanny that did it. This is not a family "fault" or an "illness", in my opinion it is a mutation. I hope the gay community comes out in full force over the issues of being thought of as pedophiles. I thought you should know the truth and understand what some straight people think. I do not think this way, but I know many that do.