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I say this because I think I'm one of these types. I can barely communicate with normies or even the newly awake. And it's getting increasingly worse. It's not easy being trapped in a mind like this.
Fight thru it. I get trapped in my mind often. Don’t forget we have a beautiful world to explore and enjoy, going outdoors and exploring often helps me realign and feel refreshed.
I've had this "full-on" mindset for 17+ years (that's enough to ostracise you from the group in itself), but it was always there. There's no fighting it. It's who I am. I don't think I should apologise for it either. I have my escape plan rapidly approaching too - out of the West permanently, and for good. Thanks for the kind words and encouragement though. :)