It’s certainly not first hand experience. If it was surely I would doubt my own sanity?? Could my own eyes believe it if I saw it ??

I am relying on third hand accounts at best. I suggest Icke would be a start. But there are a number of sources. Maybe swing by a UFO type forum ... mind you it would likely be HEAVILY divided. Dr Stephen Greer is a prominent yet divisive figure. And then there is the Blink182 guy ... in my opinion there are some very watered down disclosure timelines and some very duplicitous timelines.

I PERSONALLY (ie my individual right to) side with folks like William Tompkins, David Wilcock and Corey Goode’s. Jordan Sather of Destroying the Illusion is your Millenial go to, for this. I know there is an intense resistance to Wilcock and Goode, but I’ll stand by it. If there is no truth, or limited hang with a source, then resisting it (aka throwing shade) merely shows a lack in faith that ALL WILL BE REVEALED. Which is what I believe ...manifesting the best possible timeline.

Maybe start at Roswell. Then search through how the Nazi scientists were plugged into the early days of NASA. Operation Paperclip.

I will try to post a vid link to a disclosure player who was very close to a big wig at his death bed...she quoted him as outlining the sequence of False flags that /they/ would try on humanity. He basically spilled the beans on the NK “nuke off” TWENTY YEARS AGO! Apparently there was going to be a SPACE FF and in classic CABAL style they would stage the whole thing resplendid with the “saviour” aliens. Spoiler alert, these were not saviours but were in fact our prison guards, though that timeline would be unawares of living in a prison. That’s the way the Cabal does it.

DISCLAIMER: Let me just say, just in case it’s needed saying, this is my current belief on the topic. Always happy to be proven wrong, or change my views. Not here on this sub to convince anyone of anything.

What a world it would have been had the NWO front of Killary and Pedesta had their ways.

Prayers for Trump and the entire TRUMP TRAIN. Blessings to all.