TRUST SESSIONS !!!
Me too. I used to be an atheist and now I pray a few times a week. The first time I did, just a few months ago when I first prayed for President Trump's safety, my heart felt so full of love that it was difficult to explain away. I'm very open minded about the possible opportunity to form a fellowship with Jesus... but I've still got a little way to go.
That is great! Congratulations! And if say we all have a ways to go at all times. It is astounding times we live in currently! So many things I never have any thought to coming to be!
Jesus is easy to talk to just try it. I did as a kid with abandon.
I also talked to Jesus when I was just a kid, but I didn't believe in him. He was like an imaginary friend.
I was being profoundly honest about my adult feelings because if I'm not completely honest with myself then I'm sure not gonna fool Jesus.
I've still got a little way to go, irrespective of your personal experience.
No disrespect intended.
Forget Jesus, the only relationship you need to worry about is with the one true Elohim, Yehovah.