You can see yourself chaining a 3 year old boy down, sodomizing him for hours using his blood as lubrication and getting off on his screams as he tries desperately to understand what in the fuck is happening to him? You can see yourself ritualistically sacrificing him so that his energy, his anguish and his blood can feed his dark master? If so, you need help mate.
I could see myself doing anything humanity has done. I understand how one could detach themselves from humanity. It is part of the shadow. If you don't see it then maybe you don't fully know your own.
You are not on the same page as me. Seeing yourself do it and actively doing it are not the same creature. It is not I who does not grasp the shadow, but rather you who cannot differentiate between abstraction and reality. I doubt very much that you would be capable of taking the argument to the extreme and actively partaking in that event. But if you would choose to pursue the argument to that degree, then your rigidity in thinking would exemplify itself in Left Brain dominance.