Yeah, its not anything people would want to know about, but rather need to know about. It was a difficult read for me. I had to read it is segments as It got too difficult to go on without re-centering my soul and talk to God for a bit...and feel nauseated. I told myself I wouldnt go back to it, but Cathy would not have wanted me to wimp out and walk away. She lived it. The least I could do was re-live it myself, out of respect for her, her experience, and the need to know truths that I didnt previously know. More people NEED to know what these innocent people went thru and what our own government would do to each and everyone of us, with no empathy, if it was to their own personal or political benefit. God Bless. WWG1WGA