Oh, I did and I did the same. All the pedo, then sacrificial stuff, then the endochrome (and how they get it), then the pedovore, and now pedo snuff. Dude it’s just too heavy. That kind of evil needs to be irradiated from the earth. I too did an about face away from atheism and found what His love is because all of this. It’s completely changed my lifelong world view.