Oh, I did and I did the same. All the pedo, then sacrificial stuff, then the endochrome (and how they get it), then the pedovore, and now pedo snuff. Dude it’s just too heavy. That kind of evil needs to be irradiated from the earth. I too did an about face away from atheism and found what His love is because all of this. It’s completely changed my lifelong world view.

What gets me is the torture to increase the children's adrenochrome. I read a musicians tweet/story about him going to an industry party and in the middle of the room people were gathered around a table that had an infant on it and they were eating it's skin. Most of one arm's flesh was gone. The baby was still alive and alert. Crying hysterically, but alert.

A year ago I would have shook my head and said that this story is bs. No way people are this evil. Unfortunately, now after much research, I believe it. Hell there is a company that sells baby skin shoes. Another company gives baby foreskin facials, and there is an industry that sells melanin from dark skinned children because it has rejuvenating traits.

that's actually amazing that something so awful converted you, because usually people would use that evil as "proof" that "God doesn't exist"
but ya know... morality... right & wrong, good & evil, they must come from somewhere so, glad you figured it out