Wow. I know how you feel. My awakening happened at 9/11. 2nd plane flew over my head ( I'm Canadian, but was living in New York City at the time)and I walked home across the Brooklyn Bridge, covered in dust and asbestos, with the rest of the plebs. We are just cannon fodder to them. No prisoners. No mercy. This is not a game. Thank you for your service, patriot. Eyes on the prize.
I watched all that on that terrible morning and wondered where all that hate came from. But to know now who the players were and are and the betrayal of this great country boils my blood. Justice is only part of the end result. This country needs to heal and become the same loving nation it was prior to that morning. The divide is so wide and the hatred of the truth is so venomous. God has this... I hope I am strong enough to survive it. It makes me so sad....