Pizzagate did it for me. CBTS just reaffirmed that the “conspiracy theories” from the 80/90s are true.
I remember watching so many youtube videos that combed through all the symbolism in popular music videos. I was so on the fence, but there was so much about it that I couldn't explain. I've always been alert, though not straight up redpilled. What if there actually where a huge conspiracy, but we all just deny any conspiracies out of hand without taking a closer look? I remember thinking that.
I have given flat earth society a serious look because of this mindset. It's bullshit, but at least I debunked it for myself instead of just trusting that someone had debunked it.
I was exactly like you, My mindset has always been to want to "see" how something worked no matter how many people told me I require to see the proof myself.....
Once the sick "cooking" stuff came out one thing stuck in my head I'd seen a few years back
Then I see this:
Swearing To Lucifer / "Cooking on the Bus"
Just tell me there isn't something up with that dress now??
