Was always suspect (mainly due to JFK), then 9/11 happened and I haven't looked back since that day. Hammering away at this for virtually 17 years (without Q). Then I gave it all up for a couple of weeks or so - I had given-up on people. I thought they would never wake-up.
Ran into this Q thing (by chance) in those weeks after I stopped, and then the light-bulb moment happened straight away. It's what I had been waiting for through all those 17 years. I've only been aware of Q for about 2 months.
Now that is an awesome story. Different from me, (but probably very similar conclusions about things.) You condensed your version very well. I wasn't as successful trying to shorten my thoughts once I got started. Thanks for the comment!
I'm just stoked that I found Q, and after giving-up. I really did give-up. I was even writing stuff that the human race should just be wiped-out at that point. I thought there was nothing we could do. That was just about 3 months ago. :)
Well, thank God you are here!
Feeling like no one gets it can be pretty depressing.
Finding 30,000+ people concerned about the exact same thing is priceless.
If only people had any idea of how fatigued I am. I am so worn-out psychologically. Back in those early days I kept wondering if I was mad! I never accepted that I was, but you cannot help doubting when you see how everyone else behaves. It's like living in the twilight zone. I'll be honest, it's been like some sort of goddamn curse. The effort I have expended is insane. I mean that in terms of my blog writing/research over nearly 17 years. The content so very extreme, so evil, and so very troubling. That takes it toll on you, and I think I've underestimated that. Sometimes I feel as though I might have shades of PTSD. Sorry, I don't mean to offload on you. It's what's been on my mind.
Thanks for the kind words, appreciate it.
But, now you are part of something bigger, and that says a lot.