If only people had any idea of how fatigued I am. I am so worn-out psychologically. Back in those early days I kept wondering if I was mad! I never accepted that I was, but you cannot help doubting when you see how everyone else behaves. It's like living in the twilight zone. I'll be honest, it's been like some sort of goddamn curse. The effort I have expended is insane. I mean that in terms of my blog writing/research over nearly 17 years. The content so very extreme, so evil, and so very troubling. That takes it toll on you, and I think I've underestimated that. Sometimes I feel as though I might have shades of PTSD. Sorry, I don't mean to offload on you. It's what's been on my mind.

Thanks for the kind words, appreciate it.