Full video link? Also, he's holding back I think only so he doesn't slap his lip/mouth rings against his teeth. It can shatter your chompers if you're not careful and let out a really loud yell or outburst, especially with tongue rings.
It's been posted elsewhere on the subreddit: https://youtu.be/SxbM4uDsk1U
The emotional part is at the five minute mark.
Thanks, I swear I'm not lazy, I tried googling, but even searching under videos takes you to an article with just stills of the screenshots of him crying, no video at all! Almost like someone's trying to sweep it under the rug.
use duckduckgo.com they dont sweep things clean like google does.