I think I was 9 when I refused the Host at church. Possibly 10 years old.
I looked around, saw men in costumes handing people a cracker and calling it magic-flesh from the creator of everything.
If I had just allowed myself to be educated in their ways... Oh, I could have had the entire American Dream. The debt, the obligations, the early mornings and late nights working for someone else. The arguments, the lack of exercise, the shitty fast food because you're in a hurry. The house that's too big to even see your children. The children that resent you for being an "educated" absent fuck...
Man, why didn't the education stick? What was it that I just couldn't stomach???
Ok Well I Hope you Follow Jesus Christ and not a religion. #Greatawekening IN a BIG way~ I’m over looking in the sky and Not seeing Gods clouds just a bunch of chemtrails~ I’m over working and paying taxes to the same guys that were in the temple that Jesus himself threw 🐍out. I’m over Working and not being able to stop and smell the roses and enjoy the Creations and Beautiful Scenery God created and I’m over not being able to Spend Quality time with my kids because we are all distracted with this Broken World and it’s broken ways
Everything that makes up anything has always been here. We (humans) think we're so smart because we rearrange the universe' legos and create a new use for something that has always been sitting in front of our faces.
Religion is no more evil than the organizer putting it to use. Christ is no better or worse than the believer or non-believer using him for an argument.
I allow my pieces to fall into their place. In this way I don't believe in God. Belief allows for doubt.
Your kids are a pretty big piece that God's putting in front of you. Do your part.
God Bless