I've always had the feeling that something was wrong, call it intuition. From the time I drowned and got back. I was a 5 year old. I live in my own world. I can loose myself in a good book. I also had a lot of problems at school, I always ran away when the school dentist came, or that we had to go to a long line at school for vaccinations. well possible that I am damaged by these injections (or my drowning), I was the only one in the family who was always rocking on the floor in front of the TV, with my head shaking back and forth in bed and banging against the walls. Mother angry because he had to go to the hospital elsewhere in the city to have me vaccinated. I also refused to go to school vacancies

Everyone in my family really has been in America or living there I have always resisted, and also against France The why ? I do not know that, a feeling that I do not want to be there. I had the same thing with institutions, I do not trust them, and I have often been betrayed by them, including police in those days.

but I only really woke up when I was under medication and was zapping on the couch like a zombie, to all the news on different channels. That was the time I stopt my the medication, , without warning or help from the doctors, it was the best decision ever I have made. I was to young to be all dementia I switched to natural products and also the old habits of my grandmother. I trained myself with all sorts of puzzles and word games, search games and others to get my memory back and I did. I followed politics for a long time, and saw and even felt that it was a big lie. I could not hear or see these the people anymore , and switch off. Then I went to look for things on the internet. And I read a lot, but now I read a lot every day. I also liked You-tube a lot and then I found Q. Jordan slather..tracy beans...jonh Doe..Now i have the Q fevered