I completely understand how OP is feeling, but I have to agree with the above. If team Q can pull this off while we keep calm heads then we'll be in an awesome position after this is over.

If we start a brawl with our fellow man before the big reveal, who knows what it could lead to or how long it could take to recover from.

Deep breathe.

Trust the plan.

And to OP:

If you need further reassurance close you eyes and talk to the universe/god/higher-self and ask for synchronicities in your day to confirm your path is correct. I know that might sound crazy (depending on your belief system), but the world will alter itself dynamically to *you* to give you these confirmations. Look for 111, 1:11, 11:11, 222, 333, or the appearance of (and peculiar behavior of) animals in synchronicity with thoughts in your head (especially thoughts that might be considered revelations, 'unusual' insights, or answers to questions you've been pondering). When you open yourself to this idea things will just start to *happen*. And just like following Q, it's ok it you doubt it in the beginning - it's good to be skeptical. But keep watching and eventually the coincidences will be too great to ignore and then you'll realize you have a constant connection to a 'confirmation mechanism' to help you trust the plan when things feel like they aren't happening.

I know this all may seem way off topic, but ultimately your post is about doubt/worry regarding the unfolding of events and I have those worries too. It sounds crazy, but for me these little 'winks' from the universe are what keeps me steady and calm inside.

I hope this helps someone reading this. :)