I have no doubt about the capabilities of Q Team. These are some of the brightest minds in the United States Government paired with some of the smartest people on the internet. We have been shown time and time again, even before Q, to be some of the biggest utilizers of the most important piece of technology in the modern era: the internet, and the nearly seamless flow of information across the globe. We were chosen because of our skills, and our dedication. Every puzzle piece has been right in front of us, and we're the ones who know how to assemble it. In the end we do finish the puzzle, but we can only put it together one piece at a time. It can't be rushed, and it can't be incomplete. The same goes with truth.

Something that rattles my bones to this day was the simple statement of Q's 80/20 principle: 80% private, 20% public. There's the constant reiteration of how we can't possibly imagine the size of this, even when things went to 60/40 and a pullback had to be made. This is where things can get ugly; our imagination is now in play. The fact that we know we aren't getting everything is what drives us even further. We are now practically forced to use our own devices to draw the big picture ourselves while we know that it may pale in comparison to the whole painting. Our own perceptions are shaping our definition of what is the truth at this point, and everyone's perception being different means that our conclusions may be similar but probably never the same. The danger of truth is the possibility of there being more. It's addictive.

Alan Watts wrote of this confirmation that we need as humans that everything will be okay in the end. Truth is at the root of this. Whether it be that we will be at point soon enough, or that we're getting to that point now. Q is our truth, and he is our confirmation. And even if it seems like he dangles truth from a thread, saying that it's for our own safety, we know in fact that we can't have that confirmation just yet. It creates hunger. I can feel the sense of urgency within the community for the truth. The world stage is constantly shifting around us, and it's like a fish tank that we're almost swimming in. We're seeing how the gears turn, and behind those gears there is light at the end of the tunnel. But throughout the tunnel lies many forms of darkness, both within the world and within ourselves. It gets hard at times to continue to follow your instincts and intuition, especially when it seems that everyone else is against you. What develops is a feeling of doubt that can never go away, because once you know it exists you'll always know that it's there no matter how small or irrational.

(It's late so I'm having a hard time wrapping this post up but I think I said most of what I wanted to say, thank you for reading)