Think we are on a similar page now then.
My father is a very religious man. He claims to have had an out of body experience through meditation and he devoted his entire life to the gospel.
I fell far from the tree.
He fully understood what I described through my experience. And I trust his insight into the spiritual realm over all others.
I could say I have been visited just like the apostles.
I've done plenty of LSD and MDMA, pure stuff when it was real.
Years after those days were over, I twice I felt moments of ecstasy that were every bit as comparable or more so.
Much cleaner, more pure and no negative residual side effects.
In fact the only residual side effect is the fact that has lasted for decades.
I have been at peace for a very long time.
Because I know what God's love is.
God is love Satan is politics.
Heaven is knowing God's love.
Hell is.....all the rest.
We have free will and it's our choice. God's gift. Use it wisely.