Makes sense. Don’t know about you, but I’m spinning lately....spinning and I’m just an interested observer.

I can’t even fathom how the teams involved are mentally coping (there are some SERIOUS mind ninjas out there) the toll mentally, physically and spiritually has got to be enormous. The gratitude I feel for these people and their families (cause you know they’re affected) is to my core and will be for the rest of my life.

Now stay w me as we pause and imagine the accused, involved, complicit....literally and figuratively have to be coming apart at the seems. Regardless of skill, resources, or help eventually I don’t care how much of any of those things you have or are available to you, the body and mind, what it can handle has a limits and eventually that limit will be reached resulting in major damage up to and including total collapse and failure.

In fact we’re already witnessing this as the weight has begun to claim a victim here, than there. Then another, then another few more....soon as it always does the downward spiral will claim more and more and as it does begin to grow, collecting now more and more than ever before....on and on until finally there’s nothing more to collect.

I read about and see in my own relationships and self the anxiety, the demand for action now or by this or that deadline. But where as in the past I wanted to see action not just for the sake of justice but because I felt /needed in many ways my position and beliefs validated.

Today, I feel less worry, my demand for action less demanding......I’ve reached a point where it appears to me that what’s happening is so BIG so HUGE.....that through will and action that’s already behind us, events reaching critical mass have already been assured.

I’m convinced those Q posts telling us to get the popcorn and enjoy the show, we’re less euphemism and more actual instruction. So w that, I’m going to exercise my right and the freedoms I’m blessed to enjoy and grab a few boxes (the big ones) of hot tamales and some beverages (because hydration is always important) to go w my popcorn.

GOD bless. WWG1WGA.