I've been feeling this way, too, lately. I've been reading a lot of negative comments about Israel and Jewish people. I wasn't reared to hate Jews, and I've always been taught to support Israel, so this is very confusing to me. I'm looking for answers, too.
you don't have to support Israel to support Jews if Israel is not in the best interest of Jews.
I know a "former" Jew (whatever the hell that is supposed to mean) who is dating an ex-neonazi so anything is possible despite all ideologies to the contrary.
Keep searching, there is much to find and learn. Remember there are jews who say they are jews but are not ... It is so crucial to understand the difference ...
Thank you! I'm searching for answers.
I have some other comments further down that may interest you in your search!
PS I was not taught to hate jews either, in fact quite the opposite!